Blog Week 11 - Public Speaking
Public speaking as an extroverted introvert... I've always seemed to my friends and colleagues as an outgoing and confident person, which I think I am, but it's a complex thing the old internalised self-image. Since I was young I was forced to stand up in front of crowds and sing songs to strangers: on busses in Japan, at primary school assemblies, at extended family gatherings and the list goes on; my mother would coerce me to perform because "you have such a beautiful voice", but behind my only slightly nervous eyes lay a vast sea of embarrassment and fear. By the time my early teens came around I think those dancing monkey routines had stripped me of all ability to feel shame, leaving me shameless and unshamable. This was a good and bad thing. One one hand I wasn't afraid to speak my mind and share how I really felt about certain things, from sexuality to art; religion to politics but on the other hand I lacked tact and was contrary purely for the sake of a g